Sunday, July 30, 2006

Soreness and Apathy

Everyone has people at their job who never pull their weight and because of this it forces you to work almost double as hard as you normally would to pick up the slack of the other people whoaren't doing what they're supposed to do. And it's really difficult to deal with these people, as most of them end up quitting, putting even more of a burden on you. And it's just terrilbe how some people just don't work when they're at work. They fucking walk around the store or just do absolutely nothing. This is yet anothe reason why I never want to work in a job setting again. After I get all my debts paid off, no more job for me. I'm going to become a self-made millionaire. That is it. A self-made millionaire. And the funny thing is I probably won't even need all that money, so I may go into creating a charity or something. Or I could do something where I travel the country, giving money away, or whatever. It would be a very cool idea. I have to mke enough money to where I never, ever have to work at a job again and never ever have to put up with bosses and people who don't do their share of work. If I start my own business, it would be very consciousness=based, along with some humor that many people would enjoy. I want to be a speechwriter and/or speaker. Now, I'm not sure about being a speechwriter because I don't want someone else conveying my message. Not to mention, they're my thoughts and words, so why in the hell would I want someone else saying them? It's not like that's what THEY actually think. So why would I have them say it? So, I have a new path in my life right now. I'm glad I'm going back to college because I'll take classes that will allow me to hone my communication skills and further sway me towards the road of communication. I first thought I wanted to be a math teacher before I went to college. What a silly thoght that was! Ha, that's just too much work for so little return. All those math classes were so out of sync with who I am as a person, so that's one reason why I have to not do math anymore. With the amount of courses I have in mathematics, there is no way I'll ever have to take anothe rmathematics class again, especially in the realm of calculus or wacky geometry. At first, I wondered why I felt I had to do math in the first place. What kind of monetary and motivational gain did I get from it? It was just a bunc of frustration. The only releif I got was when I looked in the bakc of the book to check my answers and found out that one of them was right. I wonder how many people in the world want to make their own monetary blog, though. I should start monetizing this one, as soon as I get web traffic. Until then, I'm blogging for free. And that's okay. I'm fine with that. It gets everything out in the open. If there's something that I'm thinking about subconsciously, it gets out. All right, gotta go take a shower before another miserable day at work. Peace to all the people whoa re reading this and good luck in life.

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